Decaying (thefreedictionary.com): waste away.
I am thinking to walk away then I found this quotes:
Hate no one, no matter how much they have wronged you. Live humbly,no matter how wealthy you become. Think positively,no matter how hard life is. Give much, even if you have been given little. Keep in touch with the ones who have forgotten you and forgive who has wronged you, and do not stop praying for the best for those you love.
(Ali Ibn Abi Talib)
I will do, Ali – as I walk away as it is decaying.