Something w(st)rong with my heart

does it bleed? i think so.
does it hurt? yes.
my chest tightens? it does.
i’ve done to much but not enough.
i am working very hard but cannot please other.
should I ask something in return? i don’t know.
i am asking for tango.
i keep dancing alone.
tired. heart-bleed.
but why can’t I get my heart numb?
but why can’t I stop to love?
i am witnessing “love hurts”,
and i am doing keep loving
until i cannot feel the pain but love.
(i’d rather get my pain numb).